where did my life go?

I somehow magically lucked out this morning, and walked into my 9am class this morning, only to find out it was cancelled. Normally my reaction would be anger 'cause that's one more hour of sleep I could have had. However, I took it as a good thing 'cause it gave me something I've had very little of lately. Extra time/free time. My afternoons are strictly reserved for studying, piano playing, and working out, unless I have a rare band practice, or am scheduled for work. My nights are completely occupied with rehearsals for cabaret, work, playing shows or band practices, and if there's time studying, and a tiny bit of relaxing but not much.

I am tired all of the time lately.

I forgot how exhausting it can be to be in a play. I love it though, when you think about the whole process, and all the time and energy that goes into a production, I mean it's really an amazing outcome. This isn't something I can really do all the time anymore like I used to when I was younger, but I think I'm going to have to do this at least once maybe twice a year. It offers a different kind of release then playing music. I get to pretend to be somebody else every night. That's why i liked it in the first place, oh and the singing and dancing. That's just fun. Oh yeah and the making new friends, I like that part a lot too.

I attempted to dye my hair last night and holy disaster. AAAAAAH! I attempted to go back to my original color which is a medium golden brown, and ended up with the top of my hair lighter then the bottom. It looks horribe. I'm fixing it tonight. I'm ashamed to be out in public really.

I have to go to astronomy now and learn about the history of the planet earth in geological terms. Will my eyes stay open? I have no clue!

My first test of the semester is on thursday, child and family development. I'm a little freaked out. The real semester has begun now, and I'm a tad bit behind.

I have no boyfriend, no regular intimacy, just a few people to talk to or text to say hey. I'm not getting a lot of male attention, and its fabulous.

I'm the best boyfriend for myself anyway!