overwrought

Oh lord.
I think I put way too much on my plate, what state of mind was I in when I planned out the beginning of 2009. This week I have been running on 12 hour days. 12 hour days!!!! It's not stopping until saturday either. I have one day to relax and that's saturday. 15 credit hours, Cabaret rehearsals, band rehearsals, song writing, studying, volunteering, and working.

WHAT WAS I THINKING!!!!?!?!?!?! It's only going to get worse too, 'cause its only the beginning of the semester.

I'm just exhausted, I can barely keep my eyes open half the time. I can't even imagine what it's like to be a new mother, I'm guessing its something close to this with less sleep, and you have I don't know a human life to completely take care of.

I've given up on having a social life. I just don't have time.